Mistaken Experience

I painted this for sugar with my new tablet. I know it doesn’t make any sence to you, but I think I understand it.  The bluryness has been been fixed ^^  Thanks to the mighty pwnage of Jamie, my lord and master.

Or email, or anything like it, that you’ve been waiting for? Have you ever recieved a letter that you wanted perhaps more than anything at that moment. As you stare at it, you look at everything about it, be it handwriting or the time recieved, and of course, the sender. You stare at the letter and think about what it says. The point comes, fight or flight. This is a post for anyone who has ever seen that letter, and waited at least 4 hours before opening it, out of shere nerviousness. So, have you?

To be called a giant teddie bear?

Seriously, you sit down next to one of your friends. Then she rests her head on your shoulder and says to you “Your like a big teddie bear”. It was of course Victoria, and I laughed inside to be honest. I didn’t laugh at this outloud (however, she did make me laugh on more than one occaion today, I seriously owe her one), I just said to her (for like the 3rd time today) that I really wish there were more girls like her. Socks rocks my socks, honestly and truely. I should also note that she has completed my christmas present. She made me rocky rode, which I am extremly excited about, as she has made it for me before. She says she would have given it to me, but she “didn’t make enough” and wants to make me more. I swear the girl is trying to fatten me up

So, fencing today, yeah. Day two… Not that I’m stalling or anything XP. So my first DE for Men’s Foil was Yang. It sorta pissed me off, you know having my first DE against a clubmate. It was actually a really close bout up until the end. Well, label comes around, its 14-14. Tracey says fence, and Tang comes out with a fleche. I side step it and hit him in the back with a preime. Green light goes off, I scream bloody murder. I turn to tracey and see his head bob. Yand has his mask off, ready to shake my hand. Tracey tells me my foot was off the strip, and we go back to find the center. Yang does a lunge, my reposte, his counter reposte. I just lunged too far with my reposte. So yeah, my foot off the strip call was sorta one that everyone had to think about twice, but thats what Tracey saw. Yang thinks it should have been my touch. Well, enough drawing on the past T_T.Aaron came, but he couldnt fence because his knees are screwed up. Its really too bad, it would have been nice for him to get the chance to fence. So that really sucked. Here’s to hoping your knees feel better Aaron! At some point, Victoria hugged me, and I grabber her so she could not escape! Someone took a picture with their phone, and everyone crouded around to look at it, and now I dont know who took it. I’m just curious because i have a little fencing scrapbook for myself and that would be funny to have. I think thats about it for now.

On a side note, Jessica Lyn asked my to fit her in here somewhere, so here it is. (She’s one of my buddies on maple story, she thinks she’s black, but she’s just asian XP).

Right, so today was day one of JO qualifiers. Needless to say, I’m rather exauseted at the moment. You know, its really confusing. Through the duration of the day, I managed to do very little other than hurt my back. There was a plus side however! While I was fencing, my friend sugar only poped into my head once or twice! See, one day in whoville, I made a friend outside of fencing (I know, your all very shocked). Actually, I made a bunch of friends, and on a little game called maple story. I met lots of wonderfull people, but thats another story, not that this is a story at all. Anyway, I took a hiatus from maple because work was piling up, and I was getting bored with it. Well after about 2 months with fewer than an hour a week, I started coming on a little more, and then I started emailing a couple people that has also taken a maple hiatus. I thought I had it made! I was able to play a little maple, but also stay in contact with my buddies with email. This was going fine until one day I wrote an email, and it didn’t get a responce. Now, I tried being patient, I really did. After a week or so I send out an email to see if everything is alright, no responce. Its been almost two months, and I send her one last email yesterday after I had a terrible dream. Anyway, I’ve been talking about it with my other friends on maple story. I’ve come to a conclusion, but it doesnt make me feel any better. I was worried that I was starting to obsess over her. That would have bothered me because she’s just my friend, and I can’t say I know her well enough to obsess over her. The thing is, I can’t go an hour without her plauging my mind. I’ve concluded that I’m actually quite upset that someone would just break off contact with me. I know, this is silly, and I’m ranting here, but its absolutly killing me. Tomorrow is JO qualifications for foil, if I dont qualify, I will be sad. For lunch I made myself some onigiri, I hope its as tastly as it looks. Anyway, much sleep is needed for such actions. See you all.