Mistaken Experience

So, I’ve been ignoring this for a while. Almost no one reads it anyway. I just thought I might through out there that I think I might have learned something tonight. I was just talking with ken, and he has a girlfriend now (CONGRATS), and I told him how everyone was now. I asked whether I was a big fish in a small pong or s shrinking fish in a big pond (no Cole, of course I’m in a cove and people visit me :P). He didn’t get it, he just told me not to lose myself. I thought about that. Could I lose myself? For a while I’ve been afraid of snapping and just going nuts. Now I feel really grounded, really close to my roots. So here I am, thinking “Hey, I think I like myself right now, maybe not my situation, but me, yeah”. So I think I’m falling, the right way for once. Lets just see if I land on my feet or spin sideways. Don’t forget to crash. Seacoasters, good luck on Long Island. Um, if your reading this… thank you, honestly.

So, here’s the scoop. With much of Avalon’s Diary done, and a conversation with some friends, I find myself at a block. Writers block that is (if you don’t know what this is, wiki/google will set you free). So, I’ve decided to start on my other major writing project, Keiron’s Pen. It follows much of my life with a changes setting and names. There will obviously be some differences, I am much to boring to be a WHOLE novel on my own. It will also be a book inside a book. As Keiron struggles with his own life, he starts to struggle with writing. So far I have a very, very vague outline and some quotes I would like to use. The only thing that I’ve worked up to this second, is the acknowledgments. If you want to see if your on the list, or hear about what I have to say about others (no, I wont tell you what I said about YOU) just ask or e-mail me. I’ll put up the first chapter of each, and whoever gets the most votes after say 1 week (or first to 4 votes) will be worked on, provided working on Keiron’s Pen gets me through my block (that’s what its for right now, I think it will work). So, get voting!