So, where have I been for the last…. 6 months, maybe longer? A lot of my time has been spent working, or fencing. A lot more of my time has been spent with someone who means a whole lot to me. Where do I start? So theres this girl I know… I met her fencing, a long time ago. I’ve probably seen her around for 3 or 4 years at least. Yeah, shes pretty, lets get that out of the way. Shes a lot of things. So anyway, theres this girl, Ariella. She kinda turned my life around a bit.
So Ariella and me really got our start on facebook. Facebook was just a bit of a trifle for me at the time. Something to kill a bit of free time. I would friend the people I knew from fencing, and that was about it. One day I got this friend request from this girl I knew named Ariella Coombs. I only knew a little bit about her. I knew she was from somewhere in Maine, that she fenced foil, that she had a brother who fenced, that she had really really pretty hair and eyes, and that I liked her. Okay, I wasn’t quite head over heels for her, but she was always really nice to me. To me, it didn’t mean so much that she was pretty. Lots of girls are pretty, some more than others. Not many girls were nice, especially to me. It meant something special when someone was willing to be my friend, to not judge me by my looks, or how I dressed or anything. So then we’re friends on facebook. We start writing on eachothers walls. This becomes a regular thing until I spend each day waiting to see if shes written something for me. Its not long before we start talking on aim. Oh those were the days. We would just talk about nothing, all night long. I spent most days just waiting to see if her name would pop online. I would get butterflies in my stomach when I she would send me an IM. I had a friend. This came at a time when my best friend had completly halted talking to me (which we wont get into, for a lot of reasons… (Ahem…)). She was always so sweet to me. She really seemed to care about how I was doing, wanted to know how my weekends had been. At this point, I really like this girl. I’m not completely sure about her, but I really like her. Push came to shove on Easter sunday. I asked her out, and she said yes. Its been a long road since then, we’ve had hiccups, sure, but here we are. Thats where it all started.
So, enough about how we ended up here, you all know that now. I only see her once or twice a week, which can be really hard. Shes currently going through her first year of college, which has its challanges, but I couldn’t be more proud of her. Theres a lot going on, for both of us, but she still takes time out of her schedule for me, and that means a lot. This isn’t just a fling, and shes not just another girl. Likewise, I don’t feel like just another guy, I’m not just the flavor of the week or flowers and free dinner. What we have is a real relationship. We’re actually really bad, we’re like a romantic comedy drama nightmare. We’re horridly sappy, me especially (I’m a hopeless romantic, whatever). When she isn’t feeling good, I just want to go cuddle up with her under some blankets and tell her how its all going to be better soon. When I’m sad or upset she’ll do everything she can to try and make me feel better, no matter what it takes. She tells me she loves me, she hugs me and loves me, and just makes everything else dissapear when I’m with her. When shes in my arms, there is nothing wrong in the world, nothing could be more right and me and her and that moment. She is so beautiful, far more than my words could do justice to. Shes kind and thoughtful, outgoing and friendly, shes always there to listen when you have a problem and so eager to help. Shes the best friend I’ve ever had, and better than anyone could ever hope for. She means everything to me. I love her so much, I don’t know where I would be without her. She just gives me so much hope that there is good in the world, that life is worth living. She is the one person who has always made me feel like I deserved to be happy, that I was worth friendship. She’s allowed for me to see all the great thing I have in my life, and I’m so glad that shes one of them. I never want this feeling to go away.
I love you Ariella Coombs.